Looking at the past....

Sometime i wish to go back to the way i use to be!
Laughter and sadness are share among this fellowship with friends
although i am way too nerd in the past....

Today i dream of them talking to me
they gave me a look of sadness as I left them
for 2 years.

I can't describe their feelings now.
I bet I cannot even return back there again.
Feeling ashamed and guilty of returning...

Maybe times heals and I wish to return one day....